FALLING IN TIME
Allie Mackay
One
Talmine
Village
Scotland’s Far North, the Present
Precious
lass. You’re mine, do you hear me?
I won’t –
I can’t – live without you.
Lindy
Lovejoy, American tourist and expert on all things Scottish, heard the words in
her mind. But they were real enough to make her heart thump against her ribs.
Her breath caught, too, and her stomach went all fluttery. In fact, if she
weren’t sitting on her bed, bolstered by pillows and surrounded by maps and
writing paraphernalia, she was sure she’d melt into a puddle on the
plaid-carpeted floor.
She did
tilt her head and close her eyes, concentrating.
Her room,
surely the tiniest in the entire bed-and-breakfast inn, was quiet. Darkness
came early on autumn nights in Scotland and if anyone occupied the room next to
hers, they weren’t making any noise. Outside, the wind had risen and fluting
gusts whistled round the eaves and soughed down the narrow road beneath her
window. A glance in that direction – she hadn’t yet bothered to close the
curtains – showed a steady rain just beginning to fall.
But she
could still hear the man’s voice. Deep, richly burred and dangerously
seductive, his words slid through her like smooth, sun-warmed honey.
I’ll
ne’er let you go, sweetness.
Lindy bit
her lip, listening. He’d breathed the endearment as if he were right beside
her, his chin grazing her hair and his breath warm against her cheek.
He was
definitely a Highlander.
And he
spoke with the kind of fill-her-with-shivers Scottish accent she thought of as
a verbalorgasm.
To o bad
he was a product of her imagination.
Lore
MacLaren.
Hero of
the Scottish medieval romance she’d been working on for years and that had only
been rejected by – she opened her eyes and frowned – every agent and editor in
the industry. At least the ones she’d targeted so carefully.
Not that
it’d done her any good.
Biting
back a curse she was not going to let pass her lips, she tucked her hair behind
her ear and willed her character to stop talking to her.
Now
wasn’t the time for guilty pleasures.
Even if
she was sure that having such a hot, realistic, full-bodied hero – a Highland
hero, for heaven’s sake! – had to be something really specialin the
super-competitive business of writing and selling romance novels.
Lore
MacLaren would have to wait until her vacation was over.
The
research trip that – she just knew – was going to result in her big
breakthrough into publishing. She plucked at a loose thread on the bed’s tartan
duvet, almost afraid to acknowledge how much time, money and effort she’d
vested in her plans. Anyone even halfway familiar with karma, knew how easy it
was to jinx oneself.
But
still. . .
Life
could seem so unfair.
Some
authors hit New York running.
She’d
tried that and failed. Doing everything right and following all the rules had
gotten her nowhere. Now she was going to take a detour.
If
Heather Aflame wasn’t wowing the powers-that-be, she’d knock them sideways with
The Armchair Enthusiast’s Guide to MythicalScotland. In lyricalbut concise,
easy-to-follow language, she’d regale readers with insider tips on everything
from how to drive on the left to finding hidden away entrances to Neolithic
chambered tombs and other little known sites that most tourists never see.
Aspiring
writers and maybe even some published authors would snatch the book off the
shelves. Agents and editors would be impressed, hinting that she should pour
her knowledge into writing a Scottish romance.
She’d
sell Lore at last.
A
fantastic two-book deal would be hers. She could then quit her job at Ye Olde
Pagan Times, the New Age shop in her hometown of New Hope, Pennsylvania, where
she worked such long hours some of the regulars often asked if she slept on a
cot in the back room.
She’d
never again have to urge someone to buy a sneeze-inducing bundle of
bad-vibes-chasing sage.
Or suffer
the equally pungent smell of some of the love potions and herbal treatments for
masculine sexualdysfunction that were kept in a locked cupboard in one of the
shop’s darkest corners.
Sweet
lass, I need you . . .
Lore’s
voice came low and husky. Lindy whipped around with a jolt, sure she’d felt his
breath on her nape. Soft and warm, it had caressed her skin, making her tingle
with desire and awareness. His words, deep and rough-edged, let her know that
he wanted her with equal passion. But a quick glance showed that the room
loomed empty. As before, nothing stirred except the damp wind outside her
window.
She
reached again for her pen and notepad, pushing her Scottish hero from her mind.
Sometimes
it didn’t pay to have such a vivid imagination.
But she
was certain her hard work would always be rewarded.
If her
Armchair Enthusiast’s Guide took off, she hoped to someday earn a living by
immersing herself in the world she loved best -medieval Scotland, with all its
mystery and magic, and where, she knew in her heart, she should have been born
if only some cruel quirk of fate hadn’t plunked her down in the wrong time and
place, leaving her filled with yearning for a life she couldn’t have.
But she
could write books set there.
Once,
that is, she made a name for herself as an expert on the must-see Highland hot
spots of Celtic mythological fame.
And that
wasn’t going to happen unless she stopped thinking about her romance novel’s
hero and paid attention to the task at hand – studying next morning’s route to
one of the most celebrated places on her two-week tour through Scotland’s
ancient landscape.
She
peered at the Ordnance Survey map that covered most of her bed. The map was a
Landranger 9 and detailed every inch of Cape Wrath, the wildest and most remote
corner of Scotland. Just seeing all the squares, lines and minuscule place
names filled her with anticipation. This was the part of her trip that most
excited her. She’d never been to Scotland before, but she’d dreamed of it all
her life.
Scotland’s
far north was where she belonged.
The next
day’s journey would feel like going home.
Already,
she knew each twist and turn of the way. Every curve of the shore road, the
slender crescents of golden sand and even the forgotten homesteads, each one
little more than a tiny dot on her map.
Looking
at them now, her heart skittered. Though nothing thrilled her as much as the
special place she’d explore in less than twenty-four hours. Said to be a
portalto the Otherworld as well as a favourite haunt of the fey, Smoo Cave
would be the highlight of her trip.
She also
meant to make it the pièce de résistance of her book.
Levering
up against the pillows, she pulled the map on to her lap. But before she could
trace her finger along the pink-highlighted stretch of road she needed to
follow around Loch Eriboll and along the coast to Durness where the cave was
located, the wind picked up, slamming one of the shutters against the wall.
Or so she
thought until she remembered the window wasn’t shuttered.
What if
the banging noise had been the sound of her door flying open . . .?
Lindy’s
heart stopped and the fine hairs on her nape lifted. This part of Scotland
wasn’t exactly known for crime, but there were always exceptions. So she slowly
looked up from the map and slid a cautious glance across the shadowy room.
What she
saw took her breath.
A man
stood silhouetted against the light from the lamp on the dresser. Tall, kilted
and too rock solid to be her imagination, he wore a very real-seeming sword at
his hip and had a dark, roguish air about him that made her mouth go dry and
did funny things to her stomach.
He looked
very much like Lore.
Especially
when his mouth curved in a slow, sensual smile and he narrowed his gaze on her,
his blue eyes staring with such heat she gulped.
“Ehhh . .
.” Lindy’s attempt at speech failed pitifully.
The look
in the man’s eyes became even more provocative, proving he didn’t mind. “You
err, sweetness.” He took a step forwards, the lamp light gilding him. “I am no’
called Lore MacLaren. My name is Rogan.” He put back his shoulders, standing
straighter. “Rogan MacGraith.”
“Your
name doesn’t matter.” Lindy jumped to her feet, finding her voice at last. “For
all I know, you could be an axe murderer.”
She
highly doubted it. But drop-dead-gorgeous Highlanders didn’t materialize out of
thin air regardless of the popularity of paranormal romance. She also doubted
they ran around teeny one-blink-and-you’re-through-it Sutherland villages
wearing great plaids and packing razor-sharp swords.
And she
hadn’t noticed any medieval re-enactors staying at the Talmine Arms.
Word was
the only other tourists were an elderly English couple and two German bikers.
The
proprietor had told her so.
Which
could only mean . . .
Lindy
grabbed a pillow and held it before her. “I don’t have any money,” she
stammered, wishing his searing gaze wasn’t so unsettling. “I’m at the end of my
trip and—”
“Och,
lassie.” Mr Medievalwas suddenly right in front of her. “If I wanted your
coin—” he plucked the pillow from her hands and tossed it aside “—any sillers
you might have would already be weighing down my purse.”
He
grinned and patted a small leather pouch hanging from his sword belt. Then the
look on his face turned wicked as he grabbed her and pulled her to him, holding
her so tightly that she could hardly breathe.
“I’m that
fast, see you?”
“I see
you’re a mad man.”
“Aye,
that I am, true enough!” He released her, his gaze absolutely smouldering now.
“So mad for you that if you dinnae cease calling me Lore each time I kiss you,
I may have to kill an innocent man.”
“Kiss
me?” The absurdity of his words gave Lindy the energy to dart away from him.
He caught
her, his big hand gripping her arm, before she’d gone two steps. “You’ll no’ be
denying our passion?” His gaze went meaningfully to the bed and Lindy was
horrified to see that it was no longer the narrow, plaid-covered twin bed she’d
been sleeping on.
It was a
huge richly carved four-poster, its sumptuously embroidered curtains pulled
back to reveala welter of furred throws, tangled sheets and a sea of tasselled
cushions piled near the massive headboard.
Lindy
blinked.
Rogan
MacGraith’s grip tightened on her elbow. “You are mine, sweetness. I’ll no’ be
sharing you with any man. Especially no’a foolnamed Lore.”
“Lore
doesn’t exist.” Lindy couldn’t take her gaze off the bed. It looked so real. “I
made him up. He’s fiction. Just like that bed and—”
“And
what?” Rogan arched a brow, pulling her to him again. “This perhaps?”
Without
warning, he lowered his head and kissed her, taking her lips with all the
intimacy of someone who’d kissed, no plundered her mouth, many, many times. It
was a hard, ravenous kiss, full of breath and tongue. Rogan held her tighter
and deepened the kiss. Lindy’s pulse raced and her knees almost buckled.
The kiss
was much better than any she’d ever written.
In fact,
no real man had ever kissed her so masterfully either.
Whoever –
or whatever – Rogan MacGraith was, he knew how to curla woman’s toes.
She wound
her arms around his neck and leaned into him, not caring about anything but the
delicious tingles whipping through her. His shoulder-length hair felt thick and
smooth beneath her fingers, almost cooland sleek like the pages of her map. But
she ignored that incongruity and concentrated on how wonderfully his tongue
swirled and slid so hotly over and around hers. Or so she tried, until running
footsteps sounded on the landing outside her room.
Lindy
woke at once and peered into darkness. Her heart was pounding and – dear God –
she still felt all tingly and roused.
Rogan
MacGraith was nowhere to be seen.
And the
narrow bed she was lying in wasn’t anything as magnificent as the curtained,
black-oak monstrosity she’d glimpsed over his shoulder.
It’d all
been a dream.
Except,
perhaps, the hurrying footsteps she’d heard outside her door.
“Miss
Lovejoy!” The innkeeper appeared at her doorway, proving that much. “Have you
been disturbed? The storm blew out a window on the landing and—” he glanced
over his shoulder, at the shadows behind him “—I’m checking for damage to the
rooms. Looks like the gust threw open your door. I’m sorry if your sleep was—”
“I’m
fine.” Lindy noticed that her Landranger 9 map was stillspread across the
bedcovers. “I fell asleep studying my map and didn’t hear a thing.”
“Right,
then.” The innkeeper looked relieved. “The missus and I will be up a while yet
if you’ll be needing aught.” He gave her a nod, glanced quickly around her
room, and was gone, disappearing as quickly as he’d come.
His
footsteps faded into the distance, the night wind howled and shook the window
glass, and Lindy fought the urge to laugh hysterically.
She’d
lied when she’d said she was fine.
She doubted
she’d ever be fine again.
Everyone
knew characters talked to writers. The stories would be flat if they didn’t.
Mere ink on the page and so boring that no one would want to read a single
word.
It was
also true that – sometimes – characters insisted on being named differently.
That,
too, was pretty normal.
Stories
only came to life once the names were right.
Kissing
was something else entirely.
Yet she
knew Lore – no, Rogan MacGraith – had kissed her. She could still feel his lips
moving over hers, the silken glide of his tongue and the firm grip of his hands
as he’d held her against him.
She’d
even felt the rough weave of his plaid beneath her fingers. And – how could it
be? – she’d breathed in his scent, finding the trace of the cold, brisk night
that clung to him almost intoxicating.
But he
couldn’t have been real.
Shaken,
Lindy slipped from the bed and went over to the window. The Talmine road lay
dark and silent, a narrow band stretching away into empty, rolling moorland. It
still rained and curls of mist drifted across the shingled beach not far from
the inn. The pier was deserted. No kilted, sword-packing Highlander stood in
the blackness of the moon shadows, peering up at her.
The tiny
village slept.
She
touched a hand to her lips and trembled.
Her mouth
was bruised.
Two
Centuries
away – the early fourteenth, to be exact – but much closer otherwise, Rogan
MacGraith stood in the shadows of his bedchamber and glared at the shutter that
had dared to blow open, its loud crack against the tower wall rudely snatching
him from a wondrous dream.
“Hellfire
and damnation!” He strode across the room and yanked the shutter into place,
latching it with much more force than was necessary.
He shoved
a hand through his hair, keenly aware of his nakedness.
Not that
sleeping unclothed was anything out of the ordinary.
Truth be
told, he doubted any man in all broad Scotland would demean himself by wearing
nightclothes. Certainly no man at his clan’s proud and formidable Castle Daunt.
Highlanders
left such softness for Sassenachs.
But this
night . . .
Rogan
glanced downwards, his scowl deepening. His nude body only revealed how much he
burned for the curvaceous, flame-haired vixen he’d just been kissing and was
about to sweep into his arms and carry to his bed before the damnable shutter
bang had shattered his dream.
“Odin’s
ball s!” He clenched his fists and willed his manly parts to stop aching. When
they did, he snatched his plaid off a chair and threw it on, not wanting any
remaining vestiges of lust to embarrass him when he stormed down the tower
stairs and into his father’s hall .
It would
cause a great enough stir just disturbing the men’s night rest. The saints knew
they deserved their sleep. But one of them might have heard the name Lore
MacLaren.
If so, he
meant to rout the bastard.
A
lifetime of searching hadn’t produced the temptress who haunted his dreams, but
if he could locate the man whose name she cried in passion, he might just find
her. Only then would he know peace.
He’d make
her his, insisting she wed him.
And if
she refused or – saints preserve him – for some reason wasn’t able, he’d
finally bend to his father’s will and accept a suitable bride of his family’s
choosing.
He just
hoped she wouldn’t be Euphemia MacNairn, his clan’s current favourite.
She was
such a wee slip o’ womanhood that a man could blink and miss her presence in a
room.
But her
tongue was sharper than the best-honed sword.
A fault
she kept well hidden, though Rogan had no trouble seeing through her false
praise and simpering airs. Her eyes, when she thought no one saw her, held a
chill colder than the blackest winter night. And – Rogan shuddered – he’d
rather guzzle brine than take her to wife, even if her sire was his father’s
staunchest ally.
At least
the thought of her banished the painfulth robbing at his loins.
Grateful,
Rogan hastened from his bedchamber. But before he reached the stair tower, a
dark shape stepped from the shadows, blocking his way.
“Ho,
Rogan!” His cousin Gavin’s smile was crooked. “Such a scowl! Are you on your
way below stairs to announce that the sun willna be rising on the morrow? Or—”
he waggled his eyebrows “—have you been dreaming of her again?”
“Her?”
Rogan pretended innocence.
Gavin
laughed. “Unless you cease blethering about the vixen each time you sink into
your cups, you cannae think I know naught of her!”
“I ne’er
‘sink into my cups’.” Rogan tried to push past his cousin, but the lout shot
out a hand, seizing his elbow in a vicelike grip.
“Once was
enough.” Gavin leaned close and winked, clearly amused. “Truth tell—” he
flashed a glance over his shoulder and then lowered his voice “—if such a lush
piece invaded my dreams, I’d stay abed all my days.”
“You’ll
hold your tongue is what you’ll do.” Rogan shook free and glared at him. “Lest
you wish me to silence it for you?”
He
reached for the dirk that should have been tucked beneath his belt, but
remembered too late that he’d tossed on his plaid and nothing else.
Gavin
caught the gesture all the same.
Unfortunately,
it only drew another laugh.
“I but
speak the truth.” The lout had the gall to clamp a hand on Rogan’s shoulder.
“Why are
you skulking about in the shadows?” Rogan changed the subject.
“I was .
. . er, ah . . . visiting Maili.” Gavin released him and brushed at his plaid.
“You might be of a better temper, too, if you’d partake of her services now and
then.”
“I
haven’t tumbled a laundress since I grew my first beard.” Rogan stepped away
from the cold wind blowing through an arrow slit in the stair tower’s thick
wall . The chill reminded him of the coldness of his empty bed.
He did
his best to assume an air of importance. “I have no time for such frivol. Some
of us have weightier matters to attend, see you.”
“In the
middle o’ the night?” Gavin looked close to laughter again.
“Snorri’s
gone missing,” Rogan improvised, seizing the first thought that came to his
mind.
His dog
was out and about somewhere.
And
considering the beast’s age and bad hip, his disappearance from Rogan’s
bedchamber was troubling. Snorrirarely left Rogan’s side. He even shunned his
comfortable pallet by the hearth fire to sneak into Rogan’s bed, often sleeping
sprawled across Rogan’s ankles.
It wasn’t
like the dog to be missing at this late hour.
Though –
Rogan was sure – the well-loved scamp had no doubt crept down to the kitchens
where he was known to beg meaty bones and other tidbits from Cook and the
kitchen laddies.
Even so,
if Snorrihadn’t returned by morning, he’d launch a search.
“I was
just heading out to look for Snorrinow.” Rogan started forwards again.
He wasn’t
about to tell Gavin he was on his way to ask his father’s men about a man named
Lore who, like as not, was as non-existent as his dream vixen.
Even so,
he had to know.
“I saw
Snorritrotting towards the kitchens as I was leaving Maili’s pall et.” Gavin’s
words stopped him.
“Ah, well
– ” Rogan forced himself not to continue down the stairs “ – I’ll be returning
to my bed then.”
He tried
not to frown.
He should
have known his cousin would somehow twist any excuse he used, making it
impossible for him to complete his intended mission.
Proving
it, Gavin nodded and folded his arms. He clearly intended to stay where he was
until Rogan turned and tromped back up the way he’d come. Damn his cousin for
being such a long-nosed bugger of a kinsman.
Rogan
felt the loon’s stare boring into his back even when he knew the tightly coiled
stairs hid his retreat from the other man’s view.
He still
felt eyes on him when, moments later, he let himself back into his bedchamber.
But the gaze he sensed now wasn’t his cousin’s.
The eyes
he knew were watching him were amber.
And they
belonged to her.
The dream
vixen who now, damn her luscious hide, was apparently no longer content to
merely haunt his sleeping hours, but his waking ones as well.
Rogan
could feel her everywhere. In his room’s darkened corners – the night candles
had gutted hours ago and only a few cold embers glimmered in the hearth – and
even right before him, tempting and beckoning, although he couldn’t see her.
Her
presence shimmered in the air.
Rogan
stopped where he was, just a few paces from his bed, and tore off his plaid,
letting it drop to the rush-strewn floor. He half hoped his nakedness might
call her. So he stood still, waiting, challenging the silence. But the only
thing that came to him was the smell of rain on the cold breeze slipping in
through the shutter slats.
Until the
wind seemed to shift, turning even colder. Then, beneath the night’s chill, her
scent slid into the room, teasing him.
Light and
provocative, it was only a tantalizing promise. But just one slight hint of her
was enough to fire his need and set him like granite.
She was
near.
He knew
it in the depths of his soul.
“Damnation.”
Rogan sank on to the edge of his bed and put his head in his hands.
Don’t
leave me.
Stay . .
. I beg you!
The words
– her words – came to him from a distant place. But although the beloved voice
was hers, one so engrained on his heart that he’d recognize it anywhere, she
spoke in soft lilting tones very different from the speech she used when she
talked to him in his dreams.
You will
be killed . . .
Rogan
jerked, looking up. This time the words were close. No longer far away, her
voice was as clear as if she’d spoken at his ear, pleading. And the words, so
ominous and dire, had broken on a sob.
“Lass!”
Rogan shot to his feet, glancing around, his heart thundering wildly.
How cruel
that he didn’t even know her name.
But – he
could scarce believe it – he could see her!
She stood
in the far corner, limned by moonlight. And unlike in his dreams, when she
usually wore naught but a smile, this time she clutched a deep red cloak about
her, holding fast to its voluminous folds as if a great gusting wind blew,
chilling her.
Even more
surprising, her lovely amber eyes were now deepest blue, glistening tears
making them shine and sparkle like sapphires.
And her
hair – Rogan stared, disbelieving – was no longer the deep, gleaming russet he
knew and loved, but palest flaxen. She wore it in a single heavy braid that swung
low, reaching to her shapely hips.
Ragnar .
. . She looked right at him, calling him a strange name as she reached a hand
towards him.
Rogan
stared at her. How odd that she looked so different. And that she call ed him
Ragnar and not Lore.
Frowning,
he took a step forwards. But then his blood chilled, stopping him.
He could
see the window shutter through her outstretched hand!
Indeed,
now that he’d blinked a time or two, he noted that he could look through more
than just her hand. The entire length of her – even her richly worked woollen
robe – was as insubstantialas a will-o’-the-wisp.
Yet the
strange woman was her.
His dream
vixen.
He tried
to go to her, but his feet wouldn’t move. And neither would his lips when he
attempted to speak. He could only stand and stare, watching as she faded into
the moonlight, disappearing in a swirl of twinkling sparkles that danced on the
air, taunting him, before they, too, vanished as if they’d never been.
“Thor’s
hammer!” Rogan scrubbed a hand over his face.
Even that
one cannot help us . . .
The words
came on the icy wind still racing past the windows. But even as he wondered if
he’d really heard them, the night stilled. Allwas silent save for the muffled
roar of the nearby sea.
Sure now
that he was in danger of losing his wits, he strode across the room and thrust
his hands into the corner where he’d seen the woman. But, of course, he felt nothing
out of the ordinary.
Rogan
frowned. He knew he’d seen her. He’d heard her, too.
Yet . . .
The more
he tried to make sense of it, the more it tied his mind in knots. It was one
thing to have heated dreams of a hot, passionate woman, but this was something
else. And perhaps he could also be excused for enjoying their sensual
encounters, realor imagined. He was, after all , a red-blooded man with needs
and desires that made it impossible to resist such temptation.
But to
have her suddenly appear as a see-through woman in his own bedchamber, calling
him a different name and then vanishing before his waking eyes, tested even his
limits of belief.
And as a
MacGraith – hereditary guardians of nearby Smoo Cave, with all its inherent
oddities – he’d been born to accept strange happenings.
This
night he’d had enough.
So he
crossed the room determinedly and climbed into his bed, pulling the sheets and
furred coverings over him. The morrow would be soon enough to think on the
things he’d seen and heard.
But as
soon as he rolled on to his side and tried to sleep, he knew he wasn’t alone.
She was
in the bed with him.
Naked,
warm, and supple as always.
Rogan’s
eyes snapped open. He couldn’t see her – she was lying behind him, her full,
round breasts pressing against his back. Equally rousing, she was sliding one
sleek thigh up and down his in a slow, sensualglide that would bring any man to
his knees.
Rogan
groaned. His entire body tightened.
“Don’t
leave me.” She spoke the same words as before. But this time she used the voice
he knew.
The voice
he loved.
Knowing
himself lost, he turned to face her. His heart caught when he saw the want in
her amber eyes. She reached for him, trembling as she wound her arms around his
neck, clinging to him, begging his kiss.
“Lass—”
“Don’t
leave me,” she pleaded again, just as he slanted his mouth over hers.
His heart
pounded and he pulled her close, thrusting his hands in her hair as he kissed
her. She opened her lips beneath his, her tongue slipping into his mouth,
firing his senses even as he slid his hands from her hair down over her
shoulders and to her breasts. He rubbed his thumbs over her nipples, almost
losing his seed when they hardened beneath his caress.
“Lass . .
.” He broke their kiss, pulling back to look at her. “I don’t even know your
name.”
“But you
know me .” She bracketed his face, dragging him back to her mouth, silencing
him with a deeper, more feverish kiss. “I am yours. I have always been yours.
And—” she pressed into him, her silken warmth and lush curves taking his breath
and blotting out everything in his world but her “—you, my heart, will always
be mine.”
“Aye, I
am,” Rogan agreed, believing it.
And then,
for the rest of the long night, he knew no more.
Three
“You can
be letting me out here, lassie.”
Lindy
glanced at the tiny black-garbed woman she’d picked up along the roadside
shortly after driving out of Talmine village.
Grizzled
and ancient-looking yet surprisingly spry, the old woman was leaning forwards
to peer through the car’s rain-splattered windscreen.
“That be
the turn-off I need, up yonder.” The woman sat back and rubbed her hands in
glee.
Or so the
gesture struck Lindy, flashing another glance at her strange passenger.
In fact,
if she’d taken a better look before slowing the rentalcar that morning, she
might not have offered the woman a ride. But she’d appeared harmless enough,
hobbling along the edge of the road with a woven-wicker shopping basket on her
arm. It was just too weird that on such a wet and windy day, the crone’s heavy waxed
jacket hadn’t shown even a few speckles of rain.
And –
Lindy really couldn’t explain this – the woman’s small black boots, jauntil y
tied with red plaid laces, weren’t at all muddied or damp-stained.
But she
did have kindly eyes.
Bright
blue eyes that twinkled with merriment as Lindy drove past Sutherland’s great
mist-hung hills and through the dismal morning. And each time Lindy assured her
that such wild weather and rugged landscape were the reasons she’d wanted to
come to Scotland, her odd companion nodded enthusiastically.
“Och, I
know.” She trilled agreement, sounding as if she did. “There be some folk what
belong here, they do. These hills are in their blood, no matter where they’re
born. And when that happens, there’s naught what can keep them away. No’ time
nor the span o’ the ocean.” She bobbed her head again, sagely. “They always
return.”
They
always return.
The old
woman’s words echoed in Lindy’s mind as she scanned the winding road ahead,
looking for the turn-off. But all she saw were miles of bleak moorland and the
dark, choppy water of Loch Eriboll. Untilher passenger grabbed her arm and
pointed, indicating a narrow, heather track which could or couldn’t be a path
leading to a croft house.
“That’s
it!” The crone’s insistence convinced Lindy.
And
indeed, as soon as Lindy stopped the car and the old woman clambered out, Lindy
spotted a low white croft in the distance. Half-hidden by the shoulder of a
hill, the little house was thatched with heather in the old way and appeared to
stand very close to the loch.
“I’d be
for asking you in for a cup o’ tea, but –” the crone turned up her jacket
collar against the wind, her eyes bright in the watery sunlight “ – you’ll be
a-wanting to get on to Smoo afore the day gets too long!”
She
leaned close, saying something else, but great buffets of wind were rocking the
car and the shrieking gale snatched her words away. Lindy only saw the old
woman’s lips moving. But she caught the almost mischievous wink she gave Lindy
just before she stepped back and, turning into the wind, hobbled off down the
path to the cottage.
A cottage
where – Lindy only registered after starting to drive away – the two deep-set
windows shone with flickering candlelight.
Lindy
frowned and hit reverse, just to be sure.
Scotland
did seem like a land where time stood still , but the last she’d checked,
electricity was in use. Even in wild and remote Sutherland.
But when
Lindy slowed the car and came to a halt where she’d let out the old woman, the
narrow heathery track leading to the croft house was gone.
Lindy
blinked.
Then she
looked again, even getting out of the car and shading her eyes against the sun
that was just beginning to break valiantly through the clouds.
But the
track really wasn’t there.
Nor was
the low-lying croft house, though – the fine hairs on her nape lifted – the
shoulder of the hill that had kept part of the cottage from view still ranged
distinctively against the backdrop of the loch.
Lindy’s
heart began to pound and she whirled around, scanning the empty moorland for the
old woman. But, of course, she, too, was nowhere to be seen.
Nothing
stirred anywhere except a few clumps of scrubby, wind-tossed gorse and several
wheeling seabirds, determined to take advantage of the howling gale whistling
along the loch shore.
Then the
sun dimmed again, once more slipping behind the clouds, and – for one startling
moment – Lindy was sure she saw a man standing in the distance, watching her.
Tall and broad- shouldered, he stood, unmoving, on a narrow curve of the dark,
pebbly strand.
He looked
as powerfuland forbidding as the wild landscape surrounding him. In fact, Lindy
swall owed, everything about him screamed that this was where he belonged. He
was as much a part of the big, brooding sky, the sea and the dark, rolling
moors as the cold, racing wind that seemed to quicken and chill the longer she
watched him.
She could
feel his stare.
It was
fierce, almost compelling.
Lindy put
a hand to her breast, unable to look away. The wind was icy now. It made her
eyes tear, but she was afraid to risk blinking. The man hadn’t budged a muscle
that she could tell, but something about him made her believe that any moment
he’d come for her.
He’d move
– she just knew – with incredible speed, appearing suddenly before her. And
then, before she could even realize what was happening, he’d pull her into his
arms and start kissing her.
Or so she
thought until the sun peeped out from a low bank of clouds again and she
recognized the silhouette for what it was: the stark black outline of a tree.
No braw Highland laird readying to stride across the heather and seize her. It
was only a tree.
Feeling
foolish, she turned back to her rentalcar and scrambled inside. She gladly
turned the key in the ignition and drove away a bit faster than she likely
would have done otherwise.
Thinking
about how much the man – no, the tree – reminded her of Rogan MacGraith, didn’t
hurt either.
It also
helped that she found the passing scenery almost surreal, as if she’d left the
realworld and driven straight into the fabric of her dreams.
Whatever
the reason, she kept her foot firmly on the gas pedaland knew she was still in
the twenty-first century when she spotted a sign for Smoo Cave. The
attraction’s tiny car park loomed quickly into view. And if she’d still had any
doubts about reality, a small blue car, quite old and battered, was parked
right in front of the little shop-cum-museum, claiming pride of place and
letting her know she wasn’t the day’s only visitor.
Torn
between relief and annoyance, she sat for a moment to collect herself and then
climbed out of the car. She had to lean into the wind as she crossed the car
park to the well-marked entrance to the cliff path. Incredibly steep steps led
down to the cave entrance far below and she surely wasn’t the first tourist to
worry about the danger of being blown away at some point during the perilous
descent.
Och, even
auld as I am, I could take thon steps in my sleep.
You’ve no
cause to fash yourself.
The words
– spoken in the soft Highland voice of Lindy’s earlier car passenger – came
from right behind her.
Whirling
around, she saw the old woman standing there. She still sported her heavy waxed
jacket and the small black boots with red plaid laces. Her wizened face
wreathed in a smile when Lindy blinked, her jaw slipping.
“Time’s a-wasting,
lassie.” The crone tilted her head to the side, her blue eyes dancing. “’Tis
now or never, lest you wish to miss – ”
“I can’t
believe this is the place you said we couldn’t miss!” A heavy-set woman, shaped
roughly like a refrigerator and wearing a bright yellow oilskin, loomed into
view, bearing down swiftly on the crone.
Except –
Lindy’s heart stopped – the crone was no longer there. In her place stood a
thin, sparsely haired man wearing a wrinkled grey suit made all the more
incongruous by his tightly knotted blue tie.
The old
woman, if she’d even been there, had vanished into thin air.
But
before Lindy could puzzle over what she’d just seen and heard, or hadn’t, the
overbearing woman gripped the man’s elbow and marched him across the car park towards
the battered blue car.
“I told
you we’d find only wind and rain up here with the heathen Scots!” she scolded,
her English accent – one Lindy usually found almost as enchanting as Scottish –
losing its charm as the woman ranted at her husband. “Those steps are
murderous. Only a foolwould risk their neck traipsing down them, rain-slick as
they are.”
She threw
a glance over her shoulder at Lindy, shaking her head, before she gave her
husband another glare. “Some anniversary trip you planned! We could be in
Blackpoolnow, or Brighton. But no-o-o, you had to drag us up here to the wilds
of—”
The
slamming of the car doors cut her off, but Lindy could see the woman’s jaw
still working as she revved the engine. With a puff of smoke, the little blue
car chugged away, disappearing down the road and leaving Lindy alone in the
wilds of bonny Scotland.
That was
what the woman had been about to say, after all .
Though
Lindy was sure she’d have left out the bonny part.
More
foolshe!
Lindy was
glad for the sudden peace that descended.
Somewhere
a dog barked in the distance. But otherwise, all was silent except for the
rhythmic wash of the sea, the wind and the cries of seabirds.
Lindy’s
heart swelled. This was her idea of heaven.
She
turned back to the entrance to the cliff path, thanking the weather gods for
such a damp, blustery day. Had the sun been shining and the lovely, remote sea
cave baking under a Highland heatwave, there’d surely be people crawling about
everywhere, ruining the atmosphere.
Spoiling
the otherworldly ambiance she’d travelled so far to enjoy.
Now . . .
She
couldn’t have wished for a more perfect day.
Eager to
plunge right into it, she rolled her shoulders and splayed, then wriggled her
fingers, before starting down the narrow steps to the rocky little bay and the
cave at the base of the cliff.
Her
descent raised the hair at the nape of her neck, made her breathing difficult.
She’d only gone a short way when her scalp tingled and, in a momentary flicker,
her long flaxen braid swung round from behind her, bouncing against her hip and
into her sight. She stopped in her tracks, her blood freezing.
She
didn’t have long flaxen hair.
And she
hadn’t even worn braids as a child.
Her hair
was auburn and reached just past her shoulders. At the moment, it was caught
back by a clip, because of the wind and how much it annoyed her to have the
strands fly across her face, whipping into her eyes.
She
knuckled her eyes now.
She
couldn’t have mistaken her hair for a long blonde braid. She’d surely just
caught a reflection of the sun glancing off the water. It wasn’t a bright day,
but there were moments when the cloud cover parted a bit.
Even so .
. .
She
shivered and rubbed her arms, glad when she again caught the sharp barking of a
dog. She liked dogs. And this one’s barks lent an air of normalcy to a day that
was beginning to turn just a tad too unusual for her liking.
She saw
the dog then. And when she did, she knew such a strong rush of relief that she
almost laughed out loud at her nervousness.
Huge,
grey and scruffy, the dog looked old. He wasn’t wearing a collar and a tag
either. But he seemed to be enjoying himself as he trotted along the damp
shingle, pausing now and then to sniff at tide pools near the dark-yawning
entrance to the cave.
Hoping to
catch a good picture of him – after all , such a shot would look grand as an
accompaniment for her Armchair Enthusiast’s chapter on Smoo Cave – she dug into
her jacket pocket for her digitalcamera.
Just as
she pulled it free, something caught her eye and she glanced around, sure it’d
been one of the seabirds she’d seen earlier.
She
didn’t see any birds, but she did note a heavy bank of thick, roiling mist far
out at sea, its drifting, grey mass almost blotting the horizon.
Lindy
stared, shivering.
The wind
felt icier now. And she was sure her imagination had kicked into overdrive but
she’d swear the air smelled different. It seemed tinged with a deeper, brittle
kind of cold one might expect to find in Iceland.
It was
definitely a crisp, Nordic type of cold.
Lindy frowned.
She could
almost taste the snow. She half expected to see little sparkly bits of frost
clinging to her jacket sleeves when she looked down to examine them.
But, of
course, she saw no such thing.
Yet she
did see something extraordinary when she glanced up again.
Three
large open-hulled boats were pulled up at the water’s edge, their elaborately
carved prows and rowing oars proclaiming their identity. Not to mention their
square sails, raised and ready, and the colourfully painted shields hanging along
the wooden sides.
They were
exquisite replicas of Viking longboats.
Lindy
stared, eyes rounding.
They
looked so real.
The bulky
fur-wrapped packages and wooden barrels and crates crammed into the narrow
space between their rowing benches looked equally authentic. Clearly
provisions, the supply goods indicated that the re-enactors were about to
embark on a staged journey and not a warring raid.
Only . .
.
Lindy
gulped.
The
little group of men who came into view just then, striding down the opposite
cliff path, didn’t look like modern-day men dressed up as Viking re-enactors.
They
looked like the realthing.
Worst of
all , one of the men near the front, leading the others down the steep cliff
side, was him. The man she often dreamed of and who she’d named Lore in her
romance novel, but now knew to be Rogan MacGraith.
Except –
Lindy’s heart tripped – when a tall blonde-braided woman in a flowing red cape
appeared at the top of the bluff, her hair and her cloak whipped by the wind,
Lindy knew that the man she was staring at was named Ragnar.
In that
instant, she also knew that she’d once been the woman.
She’d
fall en in time, and was reliving a fatefulday that had changed her life ever
after.
Tears
streamed down the woman’s face and, even from here, across the cove, Lindy
could see how the woman’s anguished gaze stayed pinned on the man as he strode
purposely down the path, making for the longships.
He was
heading to his death, Lindy knew.
She could
feelthe woman’s pain clawing at her heart, ripping her soul.
“No-o-o!”
Lindy wasn’t sure if she’d yelled, or if the red-cloaked woman on the other
cliff top did, but the cry echoed in the cove, causing the men to pause and
swing round to stare up at the woman.
Lindy
watched her, too, looking on as the woman pressed a fist against her mouth and
shook her blonde head as Rogan – no, Ragnar – call ed something up to her. But
whatever it was, the wind took his words and Lindy couldn’t hear what he’d
said.
Then he
turned away again and, for an instant, his gaze caught Lindy’s. He froze, shock
and recognition flashing across his face before he whipped back around to stare
up at the woman on the cliff.
Only she
was gone.
And
before Lindy could see his reaction, he disappeared, too. His little party of
men and the three beached longboats vanished as well, the entire scene erased
from view as if none of it had ever been.
Yet Lindy
knew it had.
She’d
just glimpsed her own past.
“Oh,
God!” She started to tremble. The camera slid from her hands, bounced twice,
and began clattering away. “Damn!” She grabbed at it, but her foot slipped and
she plunged forwards, tumbling down the remaining steps.
Blessedly,
they weren’t that many, but she slammed painfully on to her knees all the same,
flinging out her arms to break a worse fall . Even so, she feared the hard
shingle might have cracked her kneecaps. And her hands were definitely
bleeding. They hurt badly, burning like fire.
“Oh, God
. . .” Shaken, she slumped against a rock just as the dog she’d seen earlier
came bounding up to her, barking excitedly and wagging his tail as he scampered
close to sniff at her scraped and bloodied knees.
“Snorri!”
A man’s deep voice called the dog away. “Leave the lass be.”
“Oh,
God,” Lindy gasped again, recognizing the rich burr. “It’s you! Lore . . .
Rogan!”
And then,
just as she glanced up, seeing indeed that it was him, a sea of stars flittered
across her vision and the world went black. But not before she felt strong
manly arms slide protectively around her. They were familiar arms and so dear,
nothing else mattered but knowing that Rogan MacGraith was lifting her, holding
her safe.
She’d
come home at last.
Wherever
– and whenever – that might be.
Four
Her hands
were bandaged.
And –
this is what really woke Lindy – someone was kissing her fingertips.
That same
someone was also murmuring Gaelic love words, his breath soft and warm against
her skin. Lindy’s heart skittered and she opened her eyes, looking into the
face she’d loved forever. She knew that now, the surety of it filling her with
a completeness, a sense of rightness and contentment, such as she’d never
known.
At least
not in the twenty-first century life she’d left behind.
That she
was now somewhere else was clear.
The
evidence was all around her. But most of all , she felt it inside her. She’d
been returned to a place and time she belonged, it was like nowhere else. If
she had any doubt – which she didn’t – the love shining in Rogan MacGraith’s
eyes as he sat beside her on the huge medievalfour-poster bed, told her
everything she needed to know.
The
important things, anyway.
Such as
how much she meant to him and how glad he was to see her.
That his
dog – the one she’d seen below the cliffs, when she’d fall en – stood beside
the bed wagging his tail and looking at her with adoration was another boon.
She was
definitely welcome here.
The dog
edged forwards to nudge her with his nose, proving it.
His
master grinned, the sight warming her to her toes.
“Precious
lass.” Rogan’s voice, so deep and deliciously burred, was even more seductive
than in her dreams. “I would spare you every hurt, but if you had to fall down
the cliff to come to me, then—” he kissed her hands again “—I thank the gods
for the misstep that brought you into my arms.
“And now
that I have you—” he reached to smooth the hair back from her face “—I would
know your name at last.”
“Lindy.”
She didn’t want to speak. It was bliss just to listen to his beautifulvoice.
“My name is Lindy. Lindy Lovejoy.”
“Lindy.”
He made her name sound like a song. “’Tis a fitting name for one who fills my
heart with such gladness. Sakes, lass—” he took her face between his hands,
kissing her soundly “—when I saw you fall , I thought I’d lost you. To have you
so close, within touching distance and then . . .” Rather than finish, he
pulled her hard against him, almost crushing her in his arms. “You are mine,
Lindy. Now that you’re here, I willnever let you go.”
Lindy
almost swooned. “You won’t have to. I’m here now and I’m not going anywhere.”
She hoped
that was true.
It was so
hard to believe he really was holding her. Running his hands through her hair,
touching her face, and – oh, joy! – kissing her.
She
wasn’t dreaming.
This was
real.
And – she
suddenly realized – with the exception of the linen bandaging wrapped around
her hands, she wasn’t wearing anything. She was naked. Though, proving medieval
gallantry, someone had taken care to cover her with a soft furred throw and a
lustrous welter of silken, richly embroidered sheets. She was also leaning back
against a sea of plumped pillows.
Her
comfort clearly mattered.
But her
clothes . . .
They were
definitely gone.
As if
he’d read her thoughts, a slow, dangerously sexy smile curved Rogan’s mouth.
“You couldn’t stay garbed as you were. I had to—”
“You
undressed me?” She blinked. The notion both excited and embarrassed her.
“You’ll
no’ deny I’ve done so before?” His smile reached his eyes, the effect
positively wicked. “Many times, it’s been, aye, if I were to count.”
“I know
that.” She spoke the truth. He’d undressed her a thousand times, in her dreams
and fantasies. In the pages of her umpteen times rejected romance novel. And,
she now suspected, he’d also done so in other lifetimes such as a Viking.
She
tightened her arms around his neck, half afraid he’d disappear. “What I don’t
understand is how I came to be here. How did you find me?”
He
glanced at his dog. “Truth to tell, it was Snorri. He’d gone missing and when I
went searching for him, I heard his barks and followed, knowing he’d be at the
cave. I reached the strand just in time to see you falling.”
“You
didn’t see me before?”
“Oh,
aye.” He grinned. “In my dreams, nigh every night, if you’d hear how it was.”
He patted
his dog’s head, scratching the beast’s ears. “You can ask Snorri. We keep no
secrets from each other. He knows how I’ve pined for you.”
“That’s
not what I meant.” Lindy hesitated, aware of the heat staining her cheeks. “I
know we’ve shared dreams. But there’s more. I’m certain – ” this was so hard to
say “ – we’ve shared past lives. That we’ve always been together, but this time
something went wrong. I was born in the wrong place. Somewhere distant and far
from here and impossible to reach you, until —”
“The cave
brought you back to me.” He made it sound so easy.
So
plausible.
Lindy
frowned. “Smoo Cave? So it really is a kind of time portal? An entrance to
other realms as all the lore and legend claims?”
She so
wanted to believe.
Rogan was
nodding as if he did. “I canna say if the cave is a time portal. Though, after
seeing your clothes, I’ll own they did no’ come from any world that I know.” He
stood and started pacing. “That’s why I left them in the cave. There are cracks
and crevices so deep that no man can retrieve anything that is thrown into
them. And—” he came back to the bed, once more sitting on its edge “—strange as
Smoo is known to be, I couldn’t all ow my kinsmen to see such raiments. Your
shoes alone would have caused too many questions. That is why I stripped you.”
His gaze flashed the length of her, the look in his eyes burning her as if he
could see her nakedness right through the thickness of the furred covering and
bed sheets.
“And
you’re not curious yourself?” Lindy had to ask.
His gaze
burned even hotter. “All I care about, sweet, is having you with me.”
Taking
her in his arms again, he kissed her thoroughly, leaving her breathless when he
pulled away. “You could have come to me draped in seaweed or glittering from
head to toe in twinkly starlight and it wouldn’t have made a difference. I only
want you.”
“But – ”
He
pressed a finger to her lips. “There are no buts in my world, Lindy-lass.
Though I will tell you that, as a MacGraith, I slipped into this life knowing
that there are things we canna ever hope to explain.
“MacGraiths
are the hereditary guardians of Smoo Cave. Since time was, we have been here at
Castle Daunt, watching always to ensure that nothing passes in or out of the
cave without our knowledge.”
Lindy
stared at him. “So you’re fairies?” The plots of countless paranormal romance
novels came to mind. “Immortals guarding the entrance to—”
“Guarding,
aye, but we’re no’ immortal.” He laughed, grinning again. “We’re
flesh-and-blood men, as rock solid as any other man.” His smile turned wicked
again and he pulled her back into his arms, holding her close. “You should know
how solid I am, Lindy-sweet.”
She
flushed, knowing indeed.
His
solidness was very apparent, though neither one of them had yet acknowledged
the obvious.
It was
one thing to be naked together and burn up the sheets in a dream. Being naked
in his arms for realwas both a wildly exhilarating thought and flat out
terrifying.
And not
alarming without reason.
Trying to
be discreet, Lindy cast an assessing glance at her well -covered body. The sad
fact was that, although Rogan was undoubtedly passionately in love with her in
fantasy form, the realLindy Lovejoy might just be packing a few pounds more
than the dream edition.
Sure that
was true, her cheeks flamed brighter.
How sad
that her love of fish and chips had kept pace with her around Scotland.
Not to
mention haggis with neeps and tatties.
Or steak
and ale pie.
Lindy
frowned, wondering if she could just stay hidden beneath the covers forever.
A notion
that brought another, equally disturbing thought. How could she think in terms
of eternity when she might only be here a nano-second? She’d spent too many
hours working at Ye Olde Pagan Times not to be well versed in the ins and outs
of all things supernatural.
Her
manifestation in Rogan’s time had surely upset the balance in her own world.
Something
somewhere wasn’t right.
It was
kind of like plucking a thread from a knitted sweater. No matter how carefully
you pulled, a hole appeared.
“Oh,
God.” Dread tightened her chest and heat burned her eyes, blurring the richly
appointed room and all its lush, oh-so-realmedievaltrappings.
Rogan
sprang off the bed. “What is it?” His gaze flew to her injured hands. “Are you
in pain? Did I tie the bandages too tight?”
Snorribarked,
sharing his master’s concern.
“Or—”
Rogan jerked a glance at the door “—shall I call for the clan hen wife? Perhaps
you hurt yourself worse than we know. You might be in need of—”
“No.”
Lindy stood, careful to snatch a pillow and hold it strategically. “I’m fine,
really. It’s just that—”
“Here—”
Rogan swirled a plaid around her shoulders “—I’ll no’ have you taking a chill
.” He strode across the room and yanked the shutters tight, dusting his hands
as he turned back to her.
But not
before Lindy caught a look at the view. A cold drizzle was falling and she’d
seen mist, lots of drifting curtains of mist. But she’d also seen endless roll
ing moorland and dark, rugged hills. A vast wilderness that stretched as far as
the eye could see. It was also a landscape covered with thick woods.
The
Scotland she’d left hadn’t been anywhere near as forested.
Needing
to be sure of what she’d seen, she gripped Rogan’s borrowed plaid more tightly
about her and went to the window, opening the shutters he’d just closed.
She
hadn’t been mistaken. She really was looking out at medievalScotland.
And if
the scenery wasn’t proof enough, the deep silence was. Only a world truly empty
of everything modern could be so still .
And the
texture of the air! Even with the damp gusting wind and all the mist,
everywhere she looked, the world seemed filled with light and colour in ways
she’d never have believed possible. Almost like an uncut jewel, sparkling in
its purity.
Lindy
gulped, her heart splitting. It was as if she’d stepped inside her own story.
She so
wanted to stay here.
“Just
what, lass?” Rogan’s arms went around from behind and he pull ed her back
against his chest. “Tell me what’s troubling you.”
Lindy bit
her lip. She was not going to cry. “I . . . it’s just that—”
“Ho,
Rogan!” The door flew open and a young man burst into the room. Big, hairy and
kilted, he looked like he’d just stepped off the set of Rob Roy or Braveheart.
But for all his fierce appearance, the slack-jawed, owl-eyed stare he gave
Lindy made him much less intimidating.
“It’s
herself!” He raised an arm, pointing. “Your dream vixen! You’ve described her
so often, I’d know her anywhere.”
“You’re
forgetting your manners.” Rogan scowled at him. “MacGraiths know better than to
gawk at women, whoe’er they might be. This loon, if you’re curious—” Rogan
glanced at Lindy “—is my cousin, Gavin.”
“My
lady.” Gavin bobbed his head, the crookedness of his smile revealing a chipped
tooth.
The
introduction made, Rogan crossed the room in three swift strides and took the
younger man by the elbow, turning him back towards the door. “Away with you now
and hold your flapping tongue.”
“I canna.
Your da sent me up here with grim tidings.” Gavin broke free and swatted at his
mussed sleeve. “One o’ the men just hastened in from Smoo. Lady Euphemia was
walking along the cliffs above the cave and before he could call out a
warning—” he paused, throwing a look at Lindy “—she slipped into one o’ the
sinkholes. He swears he saw her go down and even heard her scream, but when he ran
over to the edge o’ the crevice and peered in, she disappeared.”
Lindy
gasped.
Rogan
slid an arm around her, drawing her near. “The tide washes in and out of the
sinkholes. Have men searched the beach? Or, if there’s no sign of her there,
have they taken out boats? She could have been washed out to sea and might be
in the water around the cliffs.”
“To be
sure they’ve done all that, but they won’t be finding her.” Gavin sounded
convinced. “She’s gone, sure as I’m standing here.”
“No one
can be sure until a thorough search is made.” Rogan started steering his cousin
out the door again. “Others have fallen into the sinkholes only to be found
later, wandering the moors, as well you know.”
“Did you
no’ hear me, man?” Gavin thrust his jaw. “I said she disappeared when the guard
peered o’er the edge, into the sinkhole. He saw her right enough and then, like
mist before the sun, she vanished!”
“And how
ale-headed was the guard, eh?” Rogan shoved his cousin out the door and slammed
it behind him, this time sliding the drawbar in place.
“I’m
sorry, lass.” He turned to Lindy, reaching for her. “Dinna let Gavin’s
blethering—”
“I don’t
think he was.” Lindy moved away, thinking again of sweaters and pull ed
threads. “That woman’s disappearance will be my fault. I came here and, as is
the way with such things, someone had to be sent forward to my time.” She
paused, leaning against a table. Guilt swept her. “It’s because of me that an
innocent—”
“Euphemia
MacNairn lost her innocence the morning she awoke and discovered she had
breasts.” Long strides brought Rogan to where she stood. He braced his hands on
either side of her, caging her against the table. “I regret speaking poorly of
her if she truly has come to harm. But you need to know, as you’ll hear it soon
enough, that she was my clan’s choice for my bride. I resisted because—” he
leaned close and kissed her, slow and deep “—I knew you’d come to me someday,
somehow.
“And—” he
straightened, his expression solemn “—because Lady Euphemia was the last female
I’d have wed, regardless. There’s no’ a laird or kitchen laddie in these parts,
save o’ this clan, that she hasn’t bedded.”
“But—”
“I told
you, Lindy-lass, no buts.”
“Even
so—”
“None o’
those either.” Rogan shook his head. “Truth is, Lady Euphemia has been trysting
with a shepherd who has a cottage in the next glen. She has to pass by Smoo
Cave on her way to meet him.” He stepped closer and cupped Lindy’s chin,
lifting her face to his. “That’ll be what she was about. A pity if she fell
into one of the sinkholes. But she should have thought of the danger
thereabouts before she traipsed across those cliffs.
“Now—” he
set his hands on her shoulders, looking down at her “—I’d hear what was fashing
you before Gavin came bursting in here.”
Lindy
glanced aside. She still believed the MacNairn woman had been sent forward in
time. And if so . . .
“I don’t
want to be responsible for someone else’s misery.” There, she’d blurted the
only honourable thing she could say.
Rogan
lifted a brow. “If Lady Euphemia has replaced you where’er it was you hailfrom,
sweetness, I promise you, she’ll no’ be unhappy. Such females know well how to
fend for themselves.”
“Then . .
.” Lindy considered.
“Do you
want to stay with me?” Rogan’s arms were around her again, pulling her close.
So near
that she could feel him pressing against her.
“You know
I want that – to stay with you.” She leaned into him, unable to resist.
“Then
do.” He swept her up into his arms, carrying her across the room. “Stay here
and be my wife.”
“I will
.” She didn’t care that the plaid fell from her shoulders as he lowered her to
the bed. As for her few extra pounds, the smouldering look in Rogan’s eyes said
he didn’t see them.
Oh, yes,
she’d marry him.
In her
heart, she already was his wife.
She
didn’t want to dwell on it too deeply, for fear of jinxing herself, but she
believed that, after losing him in their Viking life, whatever powers watched
over souls had now reunited them.
For a
moment, she wondered if such gods or their helpers might wear small black
boots, carefully tied with red plaid laces. The thought made her smile. Seeing
as she was here, she supposed it was possible.
It was
just a shame she’d not be able to put her experiences in a romance novel. She
was sure that if she could, her book would be a bestsell er. But then Rogan was
throwing off his plaid and stretching out on the bed beside her, and she no
longer cared.
And as
she opened her arms to him, pulling him down to her, she knew she’d never feel
the urge to read or write a Scottish medieval romance again.
After all
, why should she?
As of
this moment, she was living one.